Lies 4 Happiness

Dec 18, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

Life is not measured on how many breaths we take; Life is measured on how many memories take our breaths away <3

screw last week you lived it to and you most likely dont care nor do i remember so moving on
Friday-dentist appt 1st one that hurt OUCHIES! lol og who says that ugh..

jens party was a blast! a blast into the past ;) cuz last yr was awesome too!
ReCaP
The Night-Fri+Sat
The People-Me Jen Dana Jess Tuck and Jenna
Reason- The birth of Jen
What Happened-
well jen decided to take us on this wonderful Pizza venture to the PIZZA ROOM..me and dana we excited but guess what NOT A PIZZA ROOM just a workshop with a fridge lol
even tho i was supposed to be the last one there i was second woo!
Later in the pizza room...we tried to scare the scary cats..jen and jess...by locking them in the pizaa room but they escaped to the outdoors and surprised us!

i had my own lil possessed stage in my chair ;)...me and dana stole n hogged and hid the wine looking jugs of yummyness. lauren warmed the beer and jess warmed the orange soda lol dont ask...pizza was uncuttable so i came to the rescue and saved everyone! lol

the couch had many interesting events on it....my flying dive ohh yea i rock the world!

tape on the slitted wrists of the hacky sac players OHHH yeaaa dana we got 2 1/2 almost to the big leagues! someday well be good enuf to play with the guys!....lauren joined later to assist lol.

present time my present was sectacular and so was every1s elses....watched empire records...awesome movie! >smelly socky gurl i kno who u are and we will get you!<

dessert time mmm....death by chocolate..the "fat kids" said they would beat us but the "skinny kids"(dana&me) won the contest and even LICKED THE PLATES CLEAN! while being attacked by a cat..that takes talent

many venture to the outdoors just to run around in my insaneness!

hmmm scary tom scurred me n dana n jess

the saying of the night was OH MY GOD THERES ASSES AND VAGINAS EVERYWHERE---particially cuz there just was and cuz outkast was on so we were jammin to the new tunes lol

jenna and jen rocked in the front doing thei pelvic thrusts while me n dana did our crazy dancing while playin hacky sac

jess was under the weather (1st she was rocked then all of a sudden CRASH shes down) and lauren just jammed also.

jenna left @ ten-night night jenna

the night ended with drinkage of the wine jugs and waynes world....

then jess dana n larn moved to the floor and me n jen had the bed to ourselves ROCK ON!

jess freaked cuz the light went poof!

CoUgHiNg WoRlD, cOuGhInG wOrLd, DiSeAsE hErE, eXcElLeNt, cough on jess }jen{...cough on jen }i answer lol{

also we discovered a disease we all have----social paranoia....talk talk talk LOUD HYSTERICAL LAUGHHHHHH...silence...oh yea were awesome

Lauren and her deafness lol i luv her }farter lol{
Jennifer & Rachel = coughing and big ass girl [interchangable names lol]

jess sleeps in her nest, dana by the food, lauren in her own land, my ass in jens grill....we were everywhere! >magically me and dana switched sleeping bags lol?!<

of course me mum pick my up earlier then i said ugh i was a bit angered...didnt get my2nd dose of death by chocolate or those donut things jen said shed make us!

<3ed the party goodies or w.e

great night gurls we should do it again!

sunday went shoppin with miss dana prindle great fun! almost done with the kiddies!
finishing the shopping next sunday wid me mummy

monday-uhh no recollection of this day oh yea went and cleaned out my locker then off to danas house for partyin!

tuesday- french party wooo hooo then i get a scary call from sarah i wont go into details but she what happened to our dear friend katie :'( much confusion this night and sadness<3<3much love to katie, ull be missed and in our thoughts and prayers<3<3

wednesday- went to the wake with jenna her mom n aunt and dana ...it was good to see katie..she will b missed .. did my homework and after much hard work and tiredness i retired to bed

thursday- morning me and dana n sarah had a black theme..not planned...lauren and amanda were missing...i figured out why ... eng-so confusing n ugh so mad my grade went down stupid test GRRRR...bio-rey announced katies news to the class...couldnt concentrate on my test after that :( history watched parts of movie on battles took notes fun!:-\ lunch..seemed empty...steph lavado sat with me n sar n jess to keep company..had a great lunch. gym-yea i worked my legs..theyre gonna b bootyful! jess was missing and made me sad but i chilled wid jen carol n em collette [i love that name lol]...home talked to wiz on the bus left my french shit at home so i called jenna to save my ass...hey she owes me! now im here

the future---friday...movies wid the summer crew....saturday-party..maybe katie will b up for coming :) if not katie and amanda will b missed ....sunday shopping wid me mummy! monday and tuesday school---wed xmas eve and then thursday xmas GIFTS AND FOOD YAY!

<3R嫂嵩廈<3

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Dec 10, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

do i ever cross your mind anytime? do you ever wake up reaching out for me? do i ever cross your mind anytime? i miss you...*

i felt like shit i looked like shit n i was in a shitty mood...my day in a nutshell.
morning- took my meds ate my bfast felt like a drug attack...2 midol...advil<but i didnt take it> and 2 cups of dimetapp. felt sick to my stomach. went to school anyways...
eng- hafta fuckin re write my whole essay basically due to new requirements...this sucks
bio- since i understand wut were doing i had to put examples on the board...yea shes fuckin lucky it didnt go thru or i woulda cried..,genetics who cares
history-went over shit, almost fell asleep, asked me a weird question n def made an ass outta myself. me n apey r special cuz we get to go in the special essay contest!
lunch fuckin hilarious made me day better. "Hmmm what do i have, lets look in my magical chest!"...jezz and kate and her water YIKES!..."jesus speaks"...hilarious i love B day lunches!
gym- thought this was gonna b even worse then my other classes where i was in pain but i think the medicine i took at lunch helped so in gym i got my mind off my pain n had fun! i love jess and im so excited cuz i beat JEN!!! WHOOO i kick ass at pig! me n carol rock at foul shots lol. oh yea leftmy glasses in there...greeeaaattt.
bus way home...did doze off for once.
home-sat in my room and figured out my night....then wen online cuz i get it so ha!

last night recap- yea i def think that i got yelled at eric once again got the goddamn computer yea beat the shit outta that fuck and i get in trouble yea ok game over tears were shed but no one cares ....had a nice convo with dana b4 it all happened. sar called n kept me mind off everything stressful. then got ready for bed n started to watch rich girls then was like screw it and went to bed.

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Dec 9, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

i cant remember why we fell apart, from something that was so meant to be, forever was the promise in our hearts, now more and more i wonder where you are...*

so anyways once again last night eric got his way twice in one night that flamming fucker. so of course rach has nothing to do but clean to let out my frustration cuz god forbid we have any good food in this house!
TODAY
i wake up n get ready time for bfast but no time for medicine so 2day was pretty miserable. my day was great...larn dropped her hc mini pic so we had to go look for it makin us late for geo but ohhh welll! n french...an alrite class overall some events special to me but insignificant to every1 else so i just wont bother tell you. uhmmm yea wen i 1st get in i brightened jezz day :) so im all happy then without a hey rach or a good morning rach kate whams up 2 me RACH DO U HAVE THE WALLET HOMECOMING PIX im like yea wait xtine n becca r lookin at urs...so shes standing the impatiently so im like well good morning to you too kate and shes like uh whatever n storms away...so ya kno wut i dont give a flying fuck cuz thats just the mood im in right now. guess not gettin a pic with her next yr if i hafta go thru that crap. lets see..def wanna kill all those suck ups in our french class YESSSSS i do. then art my happy period. well i forgot 2 bring home my sketch book and i forgot to bring in jean material so i sat there did some hot gluing...had mark explain to me that its HOT im thinkin DUHHH! uhm wut else...get home make myself suttin yummy take my meds let cin out then finally come up to go online..after dying 2wice it finally works then my stress comes home... ERIC fuckin up my ass bout the computer its like shut the fuck up kid......goes n calls mommy n once again wins that fucker well ya kno wut she wont b home at 6 so ya kno what id like to see ya try and make me get up ass wipe. just in a angry mood pushed him naturally he went flying pretty funny shit...oh yea hit sean a couple times today...i shoulda known 2day was gonna b bad by my bad hair day...even after i tried to b pretty. anyways....gonna kill my eng teacher i mean who knows wut the fuck were doing?! ughhh...94 in geo :) and 100 on my quiz yea im spectacular! uhm wut else can i let out ....gonna try n b pretty 2morrow...i wont suceed but oh well...jess was my twin 2day....uhhh idk thats bout it 4 now until later... PEACE

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Dec 8, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

and i'd giv up frever to touch you, cuz i kno that you feel me somehow...*

ok im gonna try this again b4 8.0 craps outo n me or my computer freezes.

wed-fri - cant member much uhh <fri> geo had a sub, french i got scared cuz we had to sing a song in front of the whole class so i blanked out but they came back to me...uhh i got an 80 average gooo meee! yippee! uh played with the hot glue in art...that raps up my day. after school on friday dana came over...me her sar n kate weer supposed 2 go see honey but it wasnt in meriden no biggie just go to north haven but then we had no rides. so dana slept over and sar chilled @ kates. the blizzard came and clifford pissed in my pool HAHAHA and then big foot stepped in it OH NO! lol. rented 28 DAYS LATER. it was a weird movie..not so much scary as it was weird. had my dots for dinner n felt a cold coming on.

saturday-woke up crazy dream! had breakfast mmm. then watched sum tv. had discussions. PLAYED I THE SNOW. layer up man i wasnt cold! went sledding and boogie boardin wid dana. had some lemonade n ice cream after. watched the movie. played some video games. butt burn and houses that my vision for ya! dana left. had dinner after a nap. rest of the night watched trading spaces n then the 2nd tomb raider...fell asleep at the last big action scene how is that possible idk ..lately around the same time my body just shuts down n i cant fight it. oh well

sunday- woke shower had a big day ahead. sean went sledding that idiot so my n dana went xmas shopping! yay! got a lotta people done! just gotta make a couple more stops and im done! NOTE: if ur gettin me a present u best tell me cuz ya know what im on a lower income this year. lol. uhhh was feeling really sick n my trusty cough drops werent working. so i retired early with amanda. studied for bio and then sleep time.

Monday- kept wakin up all morning thinking it was time for school. woke up 10 min early n got ready for the day. then i had my bfast and took some advil and dimeatap....felt good until it all wore off around 1030. english she is insane i mean dude some things have no realtion to what were doing so were all confused 2day we took some test she was supposed to give us a long time ago and well i failed. bio...took the test...pretty easy although i fell asleep during it. uhhh then it took 4ever for every1 else to fisnish so i kept dozin off. then we did genetics and then we got progress reports I HAVE AN A- IM SOOO EXCITED! my grade went up a full 10 points yippee! history did some project thing pretty gay if i do say so myself. gym uhhh sickness + running not fun. about to fuckin kill my brother i just had like a mini meantal break down. hes all cool n thinks he can take the computer WHEN i just got on n hes like well u had all day im like i was fuckin sleeping n hes like well u coulda been on im like so have u wut a fuckin fucker ill kill him i will! god mr annoy voice he needs to grow the fuck up! anyways now b4 i get yelled at n beaten i prolly hafta go bcuz im the oldest gurl and well every1 fuckin loves eric the middle boy yea well ya kno wut FUCKKKK THEMMMM!

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Dec 2, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

got my shot gun by my side, got my boys and got my ride, i ride til i aint go no place to hide, its sad cuz the bad guys always die...

tuesday-well i woke up after a good nights sleep<haha good song> and dreaded getting up to go to school. did the normal routine and surprisingly done on time..even a bit early. ate my cat in the hat fruit loops and was off to school one thing 90 minute delay on 1 station and not on 2 others. big debate. so kim arrive and then me mum called and finally found out that there was in fact a 90 minute delay. so i go on this here computer for like 5 minutes and it dies! no im back cant go back 2 sleep would ruin all that ive done...plus i dont have time...to be continued wen i return home. well im home...ok yea this morning was a huggeeeee mess! kims mom comes to bring us to the bus stop. we sit there for about an hour. millions of cars drive by our non busy road. sliding of course. then we start to get all these reports from neighbors her dad etc. first of all it took my dad 45 mins to get to work. normally a quick drive. kims dad i have no idea wen he made it to work. it took him like an hr to go down rt68 and then he came back then he left and highway was so bad he had to sit there with all these other cars on the side of the road. rt 68 took 2hrs to get down as the morning went on. my mom was gonna drive us but kims mom wouldnt let her. i didnt wanna go but gotta listen 2 the mums XMAS is comin up. so then we find out rt68 was closed so my moms like screw it u wanna stay home im like helllzzz yea. so i return home. and then soon i walk ryan down to jacks house. COLD! laughing to myself cuz of all the elementry mothers r freaking out. ha past that THAT WAS SO 2 HOURS AGO lol. came home, changed outta clothes into sweats n a tshirt. went to sit down to watch ER and fell asleep. woke up in attempt to get up but i just fell back to sleep. then freezing i got up to raise the temp. made me sum turkey n other left over thanksgiving stuff to eat. and now im here! amanda left me and so did katie. no i have no1 cuz all u losers went to school.
THE CALLS- i called dana and sar and jess <cells of course> realized tehyre all in school they wont answer :(. i guess larn used danes fone n called amanda WHERE THE LOVE FOR ME? anywho....back to this morning...my mom called at 905 (the bus company for the 2nd time cuz the bozos didnt put the delay up until real late)...and they said they hadnt left the station yet. then she called the super and the asshole said the buses were just leaving and school was still on n im like WTF hes insane. well guess school went on with out me. not makin up gym thats bullshit and i had all my classes 2day oh man thats gonna suck to make up all that shit! anyways....

monday-woke up got everything ready and was early but kim came in the mist of my eating so i had to cut it short. went to school, got abused by sean again, i swear my whole right side is permenantly bruised along with my ass no mikey today. much discussion of the house burning down. katie tried stealing my lunch! geo not to bad. did proofs was hell a tired so i was dozing. french shes insane ive decided next class 3 quizes and a presentation project thing! ughhh. art was ok. cut our my person started makin clothes its all good. then the hectic part. our bio proj. we rehearsed. did ok then she taped it. no biggie. then sar couldnt bring me home so kates nice sister brought me to danas. chilled at danas until 4ish wen my padre came to get me. then fell asleep in my bed. woke up and time for dance! def not wearin leggings ever again i mean we always get yelled at for not having them yet me n jenna r the only 1s who do so ya kno what fuckkkk that! showered....then gautlet. then bed time..

Sunday-woke up watched the end of HP2 and ate some cat in the hat fruit loops. played some mario double dash now im off to play madden 2004! danas def comin over 2 play wid me! gots lots of hw to do 2nite and a major projecto. charmed 2nite ohhhyeaaa! full week this week :( but its an A week :). dec2 is my d-day.ok watched my charmed not that great...uhhh idk wut else i did so im out!

Saturday- kate must b the most loudest waker all her bangin..tried to hide so i wouldnt hear it n get some sleep but noooo just hurt my face so i finally get back to sleep after kates n danas moms ruckus and then i wake AND THEY LEFT ME! i hate that! it always happens 2 me. i wake up b4 every1 so i go back to sleep n they leave me! anyways we had bagels wen kate left and chit chatted. mad fun of the fat fuck and then time to leave. brought sar home and then off to get my hair cut...or trimemd rather. then came home and ate sum burger king. waited for mah daddy to come home so i could go xmas shopping. played mario double dash forever while my mum checked out my kazaa songs. then we finally left. got sar and kates gift. well kinda. i still have a lot more ppl to get DAMN I HATE HOLIDAYS! got my HC pictures my mom some may have not come out good cuz it was the 1 hr thing n theyre all rushy. :( so sum r a bummer. a lot from HC none of me really...my goal to take more...next yr is to take more and some of me this time lol. grocery shopped a bit alots of junk food yeaaaaaaaa.....came home ate dinenr and watched FINDING NEMO YAY!!!!! i love that movie! then takled for a bit then off to bed zzzZZZZzzzZZZZ

friday-ok slept in cuz i hear rumors of a sleepover lol. sure enuf sleepover at danas. so i showered packed curled the hair ate n raced sarah to dana. wen i got there b4 sar n kate i hid in the closet. sure enuf they came in n i listened n nothing bad about me :-\ :) scared em and myself a bit. play with danas crazy tricky jack pot game. then got 3 BARS on her other game thang! watched bruce almighty ate alloootttt of food. played with the clovey n chiquita. admired her xmas house n ate her popcorn n M+MS!

thursday- well a belated happy turkey day to all. slept in as much as i could cuz hey thats wut i do. then got up round 1230 and found out ppl r comin @ 1 rush and get dressed and clean up da room a bit. then ppl come so i fold the napkins all priddily like in canada. then eat some crackers n cheeseeee mmmmm then i play a lil pool wid eric until it is time to eat. went to pla madden but his didnt work and blitz froze :( dinner was yummy cept my special stuffy tasted like metal :( dessert was yummy and lil cinnamon was being good wen we played a game but we found out she was eating white out OH NO! but shes alive. lil jessica came over :). thats about it i guess...too long ago. oh yea n the wine fuckin disgusting i asked for it not 2 b dry wut do they get DRY dont matter im a summer wine gurl anyways. then i watched EDWARD SCISSOR HANDS :) cuz they didnt have any of my shows on idiots! hes so cute but sad life :(. uh... yea thats all i recall

<3 rachy

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Nov 26, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

I was crazy to ever let him get away...x

Today-
today was the long awaited pep rally to some and to me and others just a way to make the classes shorter n get out of them. anywho...didnt feel like goin all out of this spirit day so i just wore my big comfy FH shirt. some ribbons here or there nothing big. def wanted 2 wear jeans n straignten my hair n do normal makeup for once! gave manda a get better bear cuz she came 2 school 4 me!
ENGLISH we tried to finish the crucible but didnt succeed oh well movie more on monday :) go a duck sticker on my notebook YAY! then off to reys class. of course we got work but not that much cuz of the great SHORTENED PERIODS! wrote a letter to a family with a retarded baby gurl :- lol drews was beyond belief genetically messed up haha! damn proj we really need to figure shit out. NEXT history handed in my 2 projects and bam! all we did was talk talk talk of course a speciality of mine. then gym. bam didnt do anything at all just chilled wandered the locker room sat and chat wid jess n jen got rynaskis number on my face cuz shes my fav! then wandered the halls until time for the pep rally. me n jess did our sexy pose to save seats:) wut great frenz we are. oh yea jen told us there was no cuts 4 basketball so me n jess r thinkin of tryin out hmmm...teachers skit sucked. eric was great so was the guy cheerleaders. the powderpuff dance was ok..idk i dont member much lol. uh after roamed got yelled at multiple times oh well w.e! then off to sarahs house. kates mum picked us up. stupid dominoes doesnt open until 330 so we got chinese. then me n dana played MADDEN 2004 while sar and kate watched their soaps. then we watched some tv and went home. got my cinna dots after a stop at the liquor store wid my mum. so much to choose from! we got 3 bottles. cant wait until tomorrow :) food drinks desserts!

YESTERDAY
yesterday was decades day so excited me dana kaylie were so cute :) 30s all the fuckin way! me n my lil poodle skirt n hair n everything i was def fitting criteria for that decade! my inspiration-GREASE best movie ever! study was eh average sean messed up my childs chromosomes! had a discussion on mikeys hickey problem and how guys say "my girlfriend" instead of the chix name. geo- talked wid miss lauren. rien de special. -LUNCH- had some food yay! french- fuckin watched a movie in english for once YAY but...still didnt comprehend it in english lol got a 100 on my fuckin exam so fuckin excited...see memorizing the answers does work <also the common crafty work of cheating> but shhh! then art had 2 write 2 fuckin essays..ridiculous! its art you be artisitic no drawing shit...def not takin studio next year. then home wid dana to eat food. MY MOMS BIRTHDAY made her a hilarious card to entertain the relatives and then did my projecto.

MONDAY-
glamour day didnt wanna do it but def wanted 2 wear the crown so i let every1 were my bright green boa while i wore the crown. uh lets just say some ppl will never b glamorous cuz theyre too fat ewww! anyways...dont member this day really...english..library movie....bio...made babies....history...given another proj on to of our exisiting one....gym..basketball!

well 2morrows thanksgiving HEREso ill b online all day lol come and visit!

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Nov 23, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

GrInDiNg-the way to spend a sober night >haha<

today- got up n chatted for a bit then went downstairs for bfast...had a bagel. then soon enuf it was time to go. took a trip to my moms work while changin on the way...def every1 saw me lol. mmy poem thing i submitted made it into a book yay. did a lil lookin n both mine n danas will b in the same book.

yesterday-woke up packed for jess cleaned up a bit. then went to stop n shop 2 get some flowers to pput in my hair. went to due amicis and got my hair prettily done. every1 was there i swear! then came home and started preping. nails dress ya kno the drill. took ppics then went to kates n took even more pics.
HOMECOMING-came to da school n took even more pix + a profesional 1 wid kate me jess kate dana tuck sarah and jenna :-D then we danced all night. sean n jeffy lifted me up so i could see the crazy dancers. my #1 grinding partner is kate mck she the best at it but she had vinny so i was with tuck n dan n sarah. danced wid tim todd n some other kid? i dont member n then their dates came back :( hey ima home wrecker *shrugs* this yr was so much better....wish i had a date...in all sense that was the better part about last yr....well mayb next yr.....towrds the end xtine finally decided 2 dance :) mooched off ppls drinks...hmm thats all i recall...then went 2 jesss te n crashed! >BAM<

friday- went to kate sn chilled had yum my food as usual. geo-101 on my test yea im a genius. french----cheated so bad oh well. art...dont recall. lol

well im out cuz i got shit loads of hw n projects!

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Nov 19, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

<3wen i look in our eyes its not what i wanna see but its all i have...just give me one last kiss...

ok well im jammin to some tunes ova herrrrre oh yea AIM SUCKKKKSSSS

morning-took mah shower ...got ready had a big fight wid the erico gonna kill him! anyways then went to school ya kno usual

Study- oh yea i just have no luck, 1st day i 4get headphones...2nd day i have batteries but theyre dead...2day i have new batteries...headphones...NO CD! ahhhh! so i did my english...well some. sean is abusive n i think i have bruises everywhere from him....EVERYWHERE.

geo- i think i did pretty damn good on the test. and i did the homeowrk oh yea i kick ass!

lunch- yummy my begger friends had no foods but thats ok cuz i bring em some! AMANDA AND KATE IF YOURE READING THIS.....*LASER!!!!* =SHIELD= haha gotcha again! the army n such came 2day and roxanne stole a dvd to see the hotties lol

french- stressful well were doin xmas songs again-vive le vent-jeanette isabella- and the 12 days of xmas yippe...ugh then go over homework . then we had a choice get the answers for our test next class OR do speaking practices every1 said speakin i was like r u fuckin serious but hey me wiz curtiss n jenna won! so i got the answers oh yeeaaaaa.

art- drew my gurl on the big wood stuff...pretty hard cuz i cant see my lines. then next class is critiquing...oh yea cant wait NOTTTTT.

-bus home yippe had a mini chat wid wiz. came home online. went downstairs to let cin out but she kinda went already on the ground so i put her out n cleaned up the piss. erico came home n even tho i hafta pee n im hungry n tired n have so much hw im not moving... I REFUSE TO LET HIM GET THE COMPUTER. so until later <3 meeee PS friday Pj day cant fuckin wait!-

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Nov 18, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

Tears are feelings we cant say...

ok well i dont feel like updating plus u prolly dont give 2 rats asses about it anyways

as for today
woke up n took a morning shower....o def woke me up n i was all...spirited! then got ready n ate some breakfast mmmm. then got to school @ 655 whoa man thats wut u get for being on time for erico. me n kim roamed for a bit then people came. chilled wid apey n catina then dana came. bam bing bell!
oliner--new seats ugh! played some game but she def favors other groups ok yea tahts all im saying....sarah also sucks suuuuuuucks!
bio- once again class wid the bitch. got 2 projects in 10 minutes...had a kick ass group me kayleigh n kate but she stuck us with freddy :-\ so its kinda awkward. uhhh have no idea whatsoever on what were doing. uh yea can we say bitzatchhhhh!
history-ok set up our projects n went around n took notes...not 2 bad
gym-fuckin almost got dropped doin the trust falls. weak people were in the middle ass area n strong were @ my legs...bad idea oh well it was awesome.
french club <hey i need a club> boring havin a party but seriously ppl dont get that a field trip is to get outta school not to have on the weekend or at night ya kno ugh w.e.
home chillin gotz shitload of frnech to do n study ugghhh
busy week ahead. projects n work uh the heezy and homecoming wid my chix :)

yesterday was dance can i jus tell you how hot it looks? yea damn hot@ pictures were in got some nails n a camera n necklace for homecoming :) well until later peace out@ haha

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Nov 13, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3

From october thru march, bitter sweet was the love that we shared, dont forget, i remember. i never promised you a happy ending, you never said you wouldnt make me cry...<3*

omfg only took 4ever for this to load fuckin shit ahh ok yea yea im behind well lets get a move on...this wont b a pretty entry but drew and dana and sar were yellin at me

thursday holy fuck ugh im so amazingly pissed i thought i was done wid my art work but nooo i hafta add value i fuckin hate value...VALUE THIS!!geo ok...french omg kill this crap so boring so horrible on my way out i leaped over desks to get out....then ran into this tall scary kid and rich BAM! and i had my glasses too! haha uhh study hall eh ok i suppose not much to say ..joke time!!! then after school skipped the art club meeting and went to nikis house n met tom and watched FINDING NEMO!!!! again and then went to danas for a bit.

wednesday-yesterday prety blah thought it was gonna b spectacular but it started off rocky....classes were ok got to get outta bio n see some art college thang. yea me n moonz decided weer not going. hmm not much i remember even tho this is only yesterday. hmmm got home ate some food and in anger started drawing...oh yea got my report card...3.5333 GPA and A+<english + geometry> A- <histroy and gym> B+ <art> B-<biology> and c+ <french...79.2 she fuckin couldnt round up grrrrr> anywho pretty good stuff

tuesday- babysat woo ie won the pancake contest ERIC SUCKS yea def killin him n matt williams soon. matt warned the hell outta me yet i couldnt warn him...DUTCH!

monday- eh pretty BLAH uh uh uh had dance with totally ruined my day plus most of the lil kids r bitches 1 day i swear ima fuck em up so bad! me n jenna r just gonna kill em all! then went to sarah for a bit...ran, danced, ate, talked, watched tv u kno the notmal stuff

sunday- babysat the kids down the street got 15 bux. uhh nothing exciting

friday-saturday- went to a play ripped my fav shirt chill for a bit wid jenna dana melissa and jess. the play got boring after tallys part or mayb its cuz we came to see her lol. uh had a BIG KAT mmmm. went to kates..ate saw the kittens sleptover ya kno normal shitz. woke up had muffins mmmm i love kates food! watched tv then left in the cold storm. brought dana n sar home cuz their parents left them in the cold lol.

last week- uhh not remembering mon+tuesday off got to babysit yippeee skippeeee! jk jk uhh that all i member lol 2 long ago! but then again im like DORY yay fuckin love that

<3 always and forever-Rachy

Posted at 07:27 pm by KissMe203

Because i need you more than you need me, Because i want you more i know, I think I really had to wish to make this last I know, I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would, Because I cared way more, Because I really felt that you felt so much more I know

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