The gurl everyone thought they had figured out and was always happy...until the secret was out-She LIES 4 HAPPINESS }

Because i need you more than you need me, Because i want you more i know, I think I really had to wish to make this last I know, I'm sorry please forgive me, believe me if you would, Because I cared way more, Because I really felt that you felt so much more I know

You broke my heart and you said it was because I deserve better?!






Won't you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?

Why do we always seem,
To want what we can't have?
Lessons learned.
But then I listen to my heart,
And it says still run back for more.

I'm happy for you.
I'm sure that she really loves you.
But it breaks my heart,
To know I can't hold you.

It's just hard to think
I'll never get the chance
To say your mine.
But every time you hear this song
You'll know you've made a mark
On my heart and my mind.


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He's standing there
with his perfect hair.
I'd ask him to dance.
Make such a romance.
Lofting I turn
my head in his way.
This step that I take
brings closer to fate.



"cuz I adore you, I think about you all the time. I wanna touch ur lips and lay there in your arms staring at the deep dark skies at nite. To know that I belong to you and only you, and to cherish every moment i spend with you only you"

It wasn't supposed to be like this
Another dose of unhappiness
I gave it all and managed to get shot down yet again
So I got drunk
Had sex with all your friends
You told me to never call your house again



gave me a valentine.
it's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been to.
and a thousand other memories of you.

We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss



Out of every guy I meet, no other can compete
I'd ditch em all for a night with you.
I know you don't believe you mean this much to me
But I promise you that you do.

If I had one wish this is what it would be...
I'd ask you to spend all your time with me,
That we'd be together forever.


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Jan 26, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine...

:x: name = R-A-C-H
:x: piercings = ears
:x: tattoos = nope i killed them
:x: height = 5'5"
:x: shoe size = 9
:x: hair color = Dark Brown
:x: length= medium
:x: siblings = Ryan and Eric

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Freddy vs Jason/Bring it on 2/Cabin Fever/Once Upon a Time in Mexico/Italian Job/and 2 others
:x: movie you bought = 4 xmas i got 2fast2furious potc and finding nemo
:x: song you listened to = Best I Ever Had-Vertical Horizon(yea i was in a sad mood)
:x: song that was stuck in your head = I Need You-LR
:x: cd you bought = uhm box car racer i think
:x: cd you listened to = dashboard confessionals-places you have come to fear the most
:x: person you've called = dana
:x: person that's called you = mom
:x: tv show you've watched = uhm thats so raven (last nite)
:x: person you were thinking of = sar sar and dana

DO...
:x: you have a bf or gf = nope *tear*
:x: you have a crush on someone = not really
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = uh huh
:x: you think about suicide = once
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = im not sure ask them
:x: you want more piercings = yep
:x: you drink = summer&major holidays
:x: you like cleaning = no but ill do it if my room looks like a disaster with is normal
:x: you like roller coasters = YES!
:x: you write in cursive or print = print

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
:x: long distance relationships= POWER TO THE PEOPLE (SG&MW)
:x: using someone = nah
:x: killing people = hahah not innocents but ppl who deserve it 
:x: teenage smoking= whatever
:x: driving drunk =how bout no lets not kill rachel
:x: gay/lesbian relationship = w.e floats their boat
:x: soap operas = ha weird dramatic

FAVORITE...
:x: food = fudge m&ms
:x: song = i love a lotta stuff
:x: thing to do = chill wid the frenz
:x: thing to talk about = anything
:x: sports =field hockey i have a passion for it now
:x: drinks = smoothies mageritas cherry coke
:x: clothes = anything comfy i own

:x: movies = f&f+2f2f/potc/fn
:x: band/singer = i dont got one-i less than 3 sugarcult ultimate fakebook and anything that fits my mood
:x: holiday = MY BIRTHDAY! WOOO 8 mo days

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yup
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yup
:x: ever been arrested = kinda haha i was a kewl lil gurl

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love? = 1
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 1
:x: of hearts I have broken? = 0
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life = hm 2 not countin the fam
:x: of people I consider my enemies?: a few
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = i dont get it
:x: of scars on my body? = 999999999999999999999
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = idk

FAVORITE...
:x: disney movie = beauty and the beast
:x: scent = guys well the nice smelling ones and sun american original cotton blossom
:x: thing =food
:x: word = fuck
:x: nickname = of mine? rach
:x: guy name = riley
:x: girl name = kiley/katrina
:x: eye color = hazel&brown
:x: actress/actor = kirsten dunst i guess/orlando bloom/johnny depp

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = somedays
:x: funny = yea
:x: friendly = yea
:x: amusing = yea
:x: ugly = sometimes
:x: loveable = yea
:x: optimistic = yea
:x: caring = yea
:x: sweet = yea
:x: dorky = sometimes haha pillow fights in undies
:x: Spell your first name back wards : lehcar-looks french LE H'CAR
:x: The story behind your user name: i need kisses
:x: Where do you live?: Wallingford
:x: 1 word that sum you up: crazy

DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Hairbrush = black and blue....pastel purple and white
:x: Toothbrush = silver and silvery blue
:x: Jewelry worn daily = sarah power-neckalce-earrings-ring 
:x: Blanket = 1 blue, 1 red, 1 sponge bob, 1 flowers, 1 starred 
:x: Coffee cup = i dont like coffee but my hot coco cup has a snow man on it
:x: Sunglasses = silver and blue
:x: Shoes = blue white vans filas black white adidas sandels
:x: What cd do you have in your cd player right now = dashboard connfessionals
:x: What you are wearing now = sweatshirt jeans
:x: Hair = 1/2 up all wavy and natural

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) YOU-
:x: In my mouth = a 2liter soda bottle
:x: in my head = space
:x: After this = cheesecake
:x: Talking to = dana and sean
:x: Eating = nada but cheesecake soon!
:x: Fetishes = hmm idk you tell me
:x: Person you wish you could see right now = people who wanna fuck me HAHA!
:x: Is next to you = phone , 2liter bottle, glasses, cheesecake etc
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = 8 days MY BIRTHDAY
:x: Something that you are deathly afraid of? = death..how ironic
:x: Do you like candles = yessss
:x: Do you like incense = yep
:x: Do you believe in love = yeaa
:x: Do you believe in soul mates = yep
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = yea
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die: i wanna b buried
:x: Who is your worst enemy?: ill never tell
:x: If you could have any animal for a pet = monkey
:x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up = 6am
:x: Can you eat with chopsticks: yea im asian duhhh lol
:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: vallejo, paris, rome, somewhere in greece & FL
:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: yea cant tell you

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Jan 24, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
just one last time can i call you my sweetheart, my best friend?

-quizes didnt work- new site will be up soon

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Jan 18, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
you freak me baby ill fuck you crazy

What is your name? Rach
(2) Are you happy with it? i suppose  
(3) Are you named after anyone? middle name- grandma
(4) Are you a prostitute?
on the weekends
(5) Your screenname: KissMe203
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? no
(7) Then what would you name your children? riley katrina taquila chiquita kiley

(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? my mom woulda named me Ryan hence my lil bros name
9) If you could switch names with a friend,who would that be? uhm Dana..short to the point and no1 else is named that ..plus i love a's lol
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?
racheal, rachael, raechel, raechael<along those lines>....my last name is the most beat up as you can tell
11) would you drop your last name if you became famous? nah...it makes me unique

BASICS
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(12) Your gender: vagina carrier hah!
(13) Straight/gay/bi? str8

(14) Single? yea
(15) Want to be? nope

(16) Your birthday:
feb 4th
(17) Your age: 15 years 11 months 15 days

(18) Age you act:  4 or 15
(19) Age you wish you were: 17
(20) Your height: 5''5
(21) The color of your eyes: dark brown
(22) Happy with it? yep
(23) The color of your hair:  dark brown

(24) Happy with it? yep and i love my natural highlight that way im not fake like the rest of them
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement?  mama papa 2 bros
(27) Your family: same
(28) Have any pets? 1 dog
(29) What's your job: babysitter or slave
(30) Piercings? ears
(31) Tattoos? i wish
(32) Obsessions? hmm...
(33) Addictions? ...........food
(35) Do you speak another language?  yep
(36) Have a favorite quote? hmm lemme think well just as a quickie "We Ride Together:We Die Together"
(37) Do you have a webpage? uh huh

DEEP THOUGHTS
about life and you in it
- - - - -

(38) Do you live in the moment? sure
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? depends on my mood
(40) Do you have any secrets? yes..everyone has secrets
(41) Do you hate yourself? some days
(42) Do you like your handwriting? which one i have like 10 different ones lol
(43) Do you have any bad habits? biting my lip wen its chapped is the only one i can come up with right now
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? "i like you hair" :) thanks i work hard lol
(47) Can you sing? nope
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no
(49) Are you a loner? uhm maybe???
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? frenz fam school i guess
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? of course
(52) Are you a daredevil? yep
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? i dont think im pretty..i also hate my shyness<social disorder lol>
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? both?
(55) Have you got a journal? uh huh
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? my strength: fixing problems  my weakness: confrontations
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? to knock some sense in my head and say "STOP BEING SHY AND FUCKIN DO WHAT YOU HEAD SAYS" and "GET OUTTA MY HEAD YOU I DONT WANT YOU THERE ANYMORE IM DONE THINKING OF YOU"

(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. you can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? love...if it is to be loved cuz i already have enuf love to give ..otherwise beauty
(59) How do you vent? yelling throwing diary orrr dana and sar
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? depends on the situation
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yes everyday

(62) Do you think life has been good so far? sure
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? dont get attached and dont view things the way you want to view them..take a step back and see reality
(64) What do you like the most about your body?  my butt cuz i got one...ohhh yea and my calves during FH season

(65) And least? stomach?
(66) Do you think you are good looking?
no
(67) Are you confident? sometimes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? belle ha i wish mmm prolly...spiderman>in my case woman lol<
(69) Do people know how you feel? never they think im happy all the time and im not
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? yep
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DO YOU...
- - - - -
(71) Smoke? no
(72) Do drugs? no
(73) Read the newspaper?  no

(74) Pray? only when i need something or wish something
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers? when the moment arises
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? uh huh
(78) Take walks in the rain? yea
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yea im too nice for my own good
(80) Drive? no
(81) Like to drive fast? yep

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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
- - - - -

(82) Liked your voice? i guess...the one i hear

(83) Hurt yourself? yep
(84) Been out of the country? yea
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yea
(86) Had sex? no
(88) Been in love?  yea
(89) Done drugs? no
(90) Gone skinny dipping? uhmmm sorta
(91) Had a medical emergency? yea
(92) Had a surgery? no
(93) Ran away from home? yes
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? yea
(97) Been picked on?  prolly
(98) Been on stage? yep
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? WHOA what?...sure every fucking weekend
(100) Slept outdoors? yep
(101) Thought about suicide? no im too afraid to die
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?  uh huh
(103) If yes, what is your record? 6
(104) Gone one day without food? no im a fat kid what can i say
(105) Talked on the phone all night? yea
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? no
(107) Slept all day? uh prolly
(108) Killed someone? almost
(109) Made out with a stanger?  no
(110) Had sex with a stranger? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? yup
(112) Kissed the same sex? no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(114) Been betrayed? yea
(115) Had a dream that came true? yea man im fuckin psycic
(116) Broken the law? uh huh
(117) Met a famous person? no
(118) Masturbated? no
(119) Masturbated with something other then your hand? no
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?
no
(121) On purpose? no
(122) Had sex? no
(123) With more then 1 person?no
(124) Threesome? no
(125) Orgy? og enuf
(126) Whip cream? uh huh messy yet enteraining
(127) Bondage? no
(128) Whipped/gotten whipped? no
(129) Blindfolded? ha no
(130) Tied someone up/been tied up? ha


AND WHERE DID THE MISSING QUESTION GO? WELL I ATE EM DUH!-rach

(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? uhm yea
(146) Stolen anything? yea
(147) Been on radio/tv? yea
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? uhm kinda

(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yea
(150) Considered religious vacation? oh man we used to have those wen i was lil
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance? uh no

(152) Bungee jumped?
i wanna
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?
uhm yea peter pan wen i was lil in an elevator
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CLOTHES
and other fashion junk
- - - - -

(154) Shoe brand? vans winter....adidas summer..and fila on special occasions
(155) Brand of clothing? jeans- LEI Bongo...everything else is basically pac sun maybe a lil kohls in there

(156) Cologne/perfume? sun american original lila

(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? an outfit?
(158) How about parties? something SEXY HA!
(159) Wear hats? sure
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? not usually i mean look who im frenz with...
 cant get any more diverse than that
(161) Wear make-up?
uh huh
(162) Favourite place to shop? pac sun...oo mish mash we need 1 of those
(163) Favourite article of clothing? jeans

(164) Are you trendy? sure
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? no

- - - - -
BELIEFS

- - - - -


(166) Believe in life on other planets?
sure
(167) Miracles?  uh huh
(168) Astrology? yea :)
(169) Magic? uh huh
(170) God? sure.
(171) Satan? fuck yea..im his great grand daughter
(172) Santa? no he fell off my roof and died
(173) Ghosts? uh  huh
(174) Luck? yep i have a 4 leaf clover lol

(175) Love at first sight? yep

(176) Ying and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yep cuz if there was only good it wouldnt be as rewarding

(177) Witches? yea
(178) Easter bunny?
no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? sure
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
uh huh
(181) Do you wish on stars?
yea but it doesnt work

- - - - -
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
- - - - -

(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?
sure
(183) Do you think God has a gender? hmm i wonder whats in its pants..prolly a gurl i mean what guy could create such an organized thing
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? uhhh?
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? uhh sure?
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? i dont think i know...we go in the ground! 6 feet unda baby..unless u get cremated thennn you go into a big burner and sit on a mantel or spread over ur fav place...fuck yea im a genius


- - - - -
AMIGOS
- - - - -

(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? no
(188) Who is your best friend?  dana sar
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you?
dana
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?
its not really advice but jezz told me...[spiteful words hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart]
(191)Your favourite inside joke?
uhm wow prolly suttin like our FH locker room jokes..SLIT YOUR ROAST<me>, SUCK ME OFF<dana>, ILL SHOOT HER IN THE VAGINA<jen>...etc
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? stupidity?
193) Who's your longest known friend?
jess
(194) Newest? travis
(195) Shyest? jezz
(196) Funniest? me haha...uhm dana
(197) Sweetest? tuck and sar
(198) Closest? dana and sar
(199) Weirdest? mck maybe
(200) Smartest? jess jenna jen
(201) Ditziest? sar..shes not ditzy just gullible
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? 
my moses y crew
(203) Last person you talked to online? sean
(204) Who do you talk to most online? dana sar sean
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? dana
(206) Who do you trust most? depends on the situation mostly dana and sar
(207) Who listens to your problems? whoever is available at the time
(208) Who do you fight most with? im not a fighting person..well not with my frenz at lease
(209)Who's the nicest? every1

(210) Who's the most outgoing? vito
(211) Who's the best singer? idk
(212) Who's on your shit-list?
i guess were not on frezn anymore...obmar or the whores
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?
ha no but i made a deal with sean
(214) Who's your second family? dana sar kate
(215) Do you always feel understood? nut uh
(216) Who's the loudest friend? tally oh boy shes got a voice
(217) Do you trust others easily? no
(218) ???? – maybe? OMG I TOTALLY AGREE!
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ............no ones
(220) Do your friends know you? somewhat
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: didnt you already ask this?

- - - - -
LOVE, and all that
- - - - -

(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no i just wanna kill people in love(225) Do you consider love a mistake? no
(226) What do you find romantic? kisses cuddles and roses lol
(227) Turn-on? outgoing
(228) Turn-off? bad teeth
(229) First kiss?
.............
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? special
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ?
yea
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?
nah
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? im not sure
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i dunno
(237) What is best about the opposite sex?
their sex haha jk uhm idk just the feeling of their presentance?
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? idk

(245) Do you read porn?no
(246) Read the articles?  no
(247) Just the pics? no
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? a tiara! drews house...well it wasnt a gift cuz all the other gurls got one but im still special
(257) Are you in love?
  not at the moment
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? id plot my next move
- - - - -
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- - - - -

(279) That haunted you? the lil gurl from the ring...freddy and jason...or some blonde chick<it was all 1 nite>
(280) You wanted to kill? my brother.
(281) That you laughed at?
the tv? idk monsters inc...i guess when your sick no1 wants to talk to you
(282) That laughed at you?
idk fam
(283) That turned you on? classified
(284) You went shopping with? dana sar and kate
(285) That broke your heart?  rich
(286) To disappoint you? uhm idk
(288) To make you cry? jezz and the topic at hand

(289) To brighten up your day? sean
(290) That you thought about?
dana
(291) You saw a movie with?
dana sar kate mck moonz jen
(292) You talked to on the phone? mom
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? sean
(294) You saw? mi madre
(295) You lost? my chain im soooo pissed
- - - - -
RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out? no im sick plus this goddamn thing is so long
(338) Will it be with your significant other? i dont have one
(339) Or some random person? definately

(340) What are you wearing right now? FH sweat pants JKX shirt underwear

(341) Body-part you're touching right now: knee on chin
342) What are you worried about right now?  nothing really
(343) What book are you reading? nothing
(344) What's on your mousepad? DELL logo

(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: procrastination/stuffed/hungry/unloved/unpretty
(346) Are you bored? uh huh
(347) Are you tired? nah
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? no
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
(350) Are you lonely or content? both
(351) Are you listening to music?
yep...ruff ryders anthem


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quiz for you

1. Name: Rach
2. Who are you?: a 1/2 azn ..1/2 european beauty lol
3. How old are you?: almost 16 im almost there!
4. Where do you live currently?: in the east wallingford or south im not sure
5. Where would you want to live?: anywhere but here...in a city or town tho not some hickville
6. Is Chyna a man or a woman? woman
7. Is Louise a funny name?: uhm no its ugly
8. What celebrity woman would you sleep with?: ooo lemme think...NONE
9. What celebrity guy would you sleep with?: orlando bloom oh yea johnnys too old
10. Why did the chicken cross the road? cuz he felt like commiting suicide?!
11. Whos your daddy? you
12. Are you ready for it? of course but the real question is..are you ready for me?
13. What famous people have the same birthday as you? i kno this..hold on a sec...Rosa Parks and some other ppl that i have no idea who they are
14. Have you ever? everyday
1. Been to a Backstreet Boys concert? nope dont care to either
2. Been on a plane? yep
3. Been on a cruise? nope but i think we should all go on that connecticut murder cruise
4. Went swimming in the ocean? uh huh
5. Been to Europe? no i wish!
6. Been to Mexico? nope
7. Been to Canada? YEA LAST YR WOO WOO!
8. Been to China? nah im not chinese
9. Been to Alaska? uhm no connecticut is cold enuf for me
10. Been to Australia? no but my aunt lives there
11. Been to Japan? nah

12. Been to Korea? no but dana has!!
13. Been in a school play? no
14. Gone to Church? wen i was lil
15. Watched "Dawson's Creek"? ew yes once cuz jenna made me

16. Seen a grizzly bear (not in the zoo)? nah
17. Been to Lake Powell? wtf is that?
18. Gone skiing? no
19. Gone snowboarding? i wish
20. Been on a motorcycle or motorbike? uhm...i think i sat on one but never like gone for a ride
21. Fell asleep during a scary movie? yep
22. Never slept during a night? uh huh
23. Played field hockey? FUCK YEA i love it
24. Played soccer? yea but i dont like it
25. Played baseball? prolly in gym
26. Been to a Major League Baseball game?
no
27. Sat in a suite at a basketball game? no
28. Seen the Harlem Globetrotters? no but me and dana talked to their manager and didnt even kno it...later that night they had a game at our school GO FIGURE
29. Kissed a guy/girl? hmm i guess
30. Gone to Applebee's: yep back wen it was actually good
31. Eaten fish: uh huh
32. Eaten caviar: nope damn french u never kno wuts in it
33. Seen someone die (not in a movie): no
34. Met a celebrity: no
35. Met the president: ew i would never want to
36. Sang in public: uhm no i suck at singing
37. Driven a car: yep 4-5 times :)
38. Didn't wash your hair for a week: prolly wen i was young ya kno wen u get 1 bath a week or suttin like that
40. Broken something valuable: yep whoops
41. Disobeyed your parents: everyday
42. Missed a day of Church: i never go to church
43. Skipped school:
uh huh
44. Had your teachers go on strike? no theyre not that smart
45. Broken through ice? ?sure?

46. Bought ice cream from an ice cream truck? yeaa at tucks partayyy!
47. Used your parents credit card (with permission)? nah
48. Gotten a cavity? my mouth is a living one
49. Broken your arm? nah
50. Been given stitches? YESSSSS on my middle finger wanna see?
51. Shopped at Abecrombie and Fitch? ew no
52. Shopped at American Eagle? no
53. Shopped at Old Navy: no..wait wait once
54. Not filled out a chain letter: uh huh
55. Been to the top of the Statue of Liberty: no
56. Dunked a basketball: ohhh yesaaa
57. Written a story and had it published: nope
58. Filled a piggy bank? maybe
59. Walked down 5th Avenue? no
60. Read "Gone With the Wind"?
no
61. Danced in a ballet recital? ballet no..recital yes
62. Built a snowman: yes
63. Gone to the Olympics? nope
64. Gone to Africa? too bad you already asked that
65. Drove over the Golden Gate Bridge? no
66. Milked a cow? no
67. Husked corn? wha?
68. Carried a real koala bear? no?
69. Saw the Northern Lights? i wish
70. Been to a runway fashion show? nah
71. Went to the Smithsonian? no
72. Eaten a raw egg:
no
73. Been drunk as hell?
not that i recall
74. Screwed someone of the opposite sex? no
77. Lied? my life is one big lie
78. Betrayed a friend? hmmm i dont think so...oh wait yea yea i have
79. Been to jail? yep
80. broken the law? yea
81. wanted to murder someone? every fucking day
82. actually murdered someone? no im planning it out very throughly
83. Given oral sex? no

84. Received oral sex?
no
85. Screwed something not of the human race? no
86. Screwed something not alive? no
87. Cheated on someone? never
88. Used someone? nope
89. Paid someone for sex? no
90. Been paid for sex? nope i do it for free lol
91. Played strip poker? yep
92. Skipped school to have sex? no
93. Danced naked? in the shower lol
94. Danced naked in public? no
95. Flashed someone? yes
96. Mooned someone? 
yep
97. Kissed someone of the same sex? nope
98. Held hands? yep
99. Hugged someone? yes
100. French kissed? nope
101. Had sexual fantasies? ha
102. Had s&m fantasies?
no
103. Stolen money?
yes
104. Stolen money from family? yea
105. Stolen drugs from family? no
106. Been convicted of a crime? no
107. Dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'? no
108. Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'?
nope
109. Been called a whore? yes by the love of my life lauren and a few others
110. Been called a bitch? everyday
111. Watched porn? lmao those will be an unforgetable 4 nights 
112. Taped porn? no
113. Watched porn you taped? no
114. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? no
115. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? no
116. Used sex 'toys'?
no
117. Tried to kill yourself? hmm get the thoughts outta my head
118. Tried to kill someone else? yes
119. Told someone you hated them? yea im a very hateful person
120. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? never

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Jan 17, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
here ya go


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Jan 8, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
how do i get thru a night without you?

ok well lets see...
woke up kinda in a sad blah mood but i kept my happy face on for everyone...it all began
last night made a wish at 11:11 as a wild try and it came tru...guess i wasted my last wish :- to bad what i really wanted never came tru..anywho
woke up ot ready ay kno normal schedule....went to school was there like a million minutes early!!!! waited for ppl...finally people came!!! escaped with dana...chatted blah  blah STUDY hall the highlight of my days! chilled with the normal crew...seanzy mikey travis.....court and dave...uhm  then geometry wit the tuck and mikey...think i did good...uhm then lunch fuckin whores took our table so we chilled with curtiss vercher etc...left guess who was there nvm and thennn french-took a test so scared i was gonna get caught ..amanda did...uhm got like a million quizzes and shit....then art yay watched monster inc..kinda...then home home home...got home came online did buznaz..and well im out ...my new tv later...sean ruined my happiness cuz i was excited i got DSL and DIRECTV and hes like oh i had those balh blah blah blllaaahhhh! but big controversy deal..basically phone didnt work cant go online found out it was dsl they installed n we didnt kno had to fix and install TV was fucked for a bit and then boom night time lol

<3 rach

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Jan 7, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
i can keep all yours secrets

Ok well heres my day in a fruit roll up aka sarah hahaha! Anyways...for all ya non-special people who don’t kno my more recent place heres 2day in a nutshell…

Awoke…dressed did the hair etc etc everything to get ready for school. Then I ate some breakfast and popped mah pills ;) then off to the bus stop …road there seemed like it took forever! Then I got there put my shit away and went down to the chill spot…sean was saddened..guess he hasta get a new best friend :-\ went to English…got a 93 on my essay :-D and as an average! WOOOO! Then bio did a lotta work had her for 2 hrs but the lats 30 she just let us chill even tho we were supposed to do some midterm packet. Went to history and had some marshmallow..me and kay tried roastin em…..b o r I n g…got mad cuz I usually do really good on essays but I got a fuckin 75!!!! Every1 did better then me man! Oh well hes ugly anyways! Then watched some movie and watched guys get blown up..then lunch!!! Watched Carter the cat!!!! Couldn’t hear it so we resorted to talking…ate food and then out to gym! Had a sub but me and carol did our workouts so we could slack next class…got a whole section does but jen thinks hes not gonna believe me…SO WHAT I made up 1 part that 1/20 lol.  Then home home home….guys here…installing my direct TV OHH YEAAA cant go online…possible DSL hookup-age…well they best hry and get outta my room cuz I wanna watch tv and go online…MISSED MY FRESH PRINCE ! ! lol OC tonight so stoked. Well study 2morrow woo!  Im out fo now shody


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Jan 6, 2004
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
older update

bam lyke whoa
 
yesterday- first day back not as bad as i thought....woke early got ready and looked spiffy. got there said hi to my fellow loves that i missed. eng- brain dead so i had no idea what was goin on so she let us do our hw. bio- ugh shes odd just odd, watched 2 movies, took notes, did lab...ugh is all i gotta say...not to mention 2morrow i gotta ask her suttin bout my project and im scared shes gonna bite my head off. his- alrite i guess watched a movie...i took a nap...lunch spectacular finally got the full lunch crew back :) gym- lifted got muscles! he picked on my and jenn...oh yea i did 20 db pounds i felt special! home tv food nap dance sleep....had a sleepless night
today- woke up felt like shittttt...showered got ready..took sum meds...went to school felt a lil better oddly enuf...study fun as usual...made some DNA lol...geo..did some reviews easy like cake...shes insane tho...lunch-yum...french-borrrinnnggg took a nap did some future tense shit....felt sick again...popped some pills ...art- had to write a review thing ugghhh then took a nap while she discussed artwork...i guess shes nice cuz i mean she had to notice me sleeping...home...tv..food..nap..homework...food...shower...here...
ive decided to watch RW SD tonight cuz it actually looks decent unlike fuckin paris and vegas...
uhm 2morrow...i hate bdays...bio for 2hrs this should b a fucking blast!
 
ok next update...

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Dec 28, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
this is what dreams are made of...

well kiddies semi eventful week so far
 
xmas eve just chilled at home no where to go. opened my 1 present and i got the offspring cd..older one..not as good as i thought. had quite a big jacuzzi dilemma but we wont go there. went to bed tired as hell. aoke at 8 n i was ehh no n rolled over n slept cuz it was a good dream. woke at 830 and decided to get...rest of the family followed. XMAS yay exciting got just about everything i wanted.....new computer! my lil black coat, art thing, shirts, sweatshirts, game, cds..etc. then jammed to my much loved Rufio cd while learning chess. i wasnt about to try checkers cuz my mom is sooo good at it. then we played a few other games and rushed cuz we had to get ready for xmas at my aunts. rolled in 115 bux...got the annoying hows school any guys question like 50000 times. then ate it was...alright. had to sit at the kids atble cuz idk i did :( then watched freaky friday...ew the 1st time i saw it it was good but never see it a 2nd times HORRIBLE...was annoyed at all my aunts inlaws...so obnoxious...had dessert mmmm. then play games my team won cuz we kick asssssssss! came home called dana..played a game bed
woke up late...new computer being set up I WAS 1st to go on im so spectacularly special. then talked to dana and decided it was gonna b a sat at home and be lazy day. so thats what i did...sean occupied me until 3 am wen dana was supposed to call..she did and hung up...called her back she was tired n had to go night night...i guess sar sar was supposed to call but never did.
saturday got all ready to go out...clean for danas sleepover at mah house. went out and saw haunted mansion cuz its an asian invasion event. plus all our other frenz are too scared to see itlol. it was good. came home ate food, played many games...tried to have a jeepers creepers marathon my my vcr sucks assssssss....talked until 4 about everything and everyone lol flaws perfections relationships everything! had a grand grand dream..not as good as the previous night but it was satisfactory. uhm....ate breakfast and then continued the jeepers creepers marathon on the downstairs vcr. they were ok..not scary...he was uglly tho..id b scared if he ever came after me. brought dana home....sat at shaws in mah pjs while my dad went to pick suttin up...came home played monkey ball cuz i rule this game and then had dinner...finished the game and played some pool then came online and here i am! bam like whoa! idk what 2morrows verntures will hold but weds drews house ;) yay!
 

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Dec 23, 2003
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back"
You cannot tell your heart what to do,You can only follow what it says<3
Somewhere out there hes thinking of me; i mustve crossed his mind once 2day<3

ok well quick update cuz i kno you dont fee like sittin here reading and i dont feel like sittin  here typin cuz im hella tired...anywho

friday- MONA LISA SMILE...ok movie def chick flick. home sleep.

Saturday- xmas party at danas.got kates gift of a necklace..very pretty...i stole all the ribbons and bows cuza i am the ruler of them hahahahah. watched some tv had some yummy din din and dessert! DpSgKdLtJhJiJp rock on! uhm heating myself and watchin sexy DMX slowly all of us disolved. afterparty....ate yum went online discussed the party, yrbk time, made fun of ppl,,, lots of other shit then sleep.

sun- bagels yum. shoppin wid me mum for gifts for the friend. homework eat wrapping sleep

monday- homework wrap project food etc etc etc no gautlet fuckers! lopts of wrapping and confusion.

tuesday- day of gifts i loved every moment of today...got my ifts put on my cutest outfit and had fun. study put amazing hair styles on sean an travis. gave mikey n travis gifts n made their days! geo ugh bitch but w.e did work no party n she yelled cuz some1 used hand gel cuz SHE ALLERGIC WHO CARES! french skit time then she surprised us with no homework we did phrases et je suis finie! play pictionary then bummed into someone wonderful. art pastel time i love it! cookies a blast! hallway got wrestled throw picked up gifts and left. kates mom picked us up 2 go to kates....driving home say someone not mentioning any names>richkevinarimatt< pulled over by a cop..the looks on their faces were....unforgetable. party at kates lots of gifts nachoes dancin music FUN! home wrappign wrapping wrapping oh yea and food! now im here tired as hell loving the day and reading danas pretty picture and thinkin of usin jennas sleep treatment she gave me.....thanx for the gifts/cards guys-DpSgKdAmLtJhJpJvAlKc-and the wonderful dayShMpTmKhLcRbAwAc-----until laters peace outtttttzzzzz!

XMAS EVE 2MORROW...i prolly won t b back until next year...gettin a new computer for xmas :)


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